When love and hate collide

(Def Leppard cut off tank - thrifted, Velvet Maxi skirt - thrifted, necklace - ebay, bracelets - flee market, Dress - handmade, sandals - ebay, feather chained belt - handmade)

Whenever i wear band tees to school my government teacher Mr. Mckibbon always tells me a story about the band and it's really cool. He's probably one of the coolest teachers i've ever had, and he listens to the same music i do which makes him even cooler. Yeah, he's just all around great.
Today was a good tuesday for no reason at all, but i enjoyed it a whole bunch. Graduation is getting closer and closer which is bittersweet, but more on the sweet side for me. Prom was on saturday by the way and it was probably one of the best nights of my life so far! I actually made my dress so i guess i should put up some pictures pretty soon, yeah :3 I'm looking forward to this summer, and things are going to get much harder after graduation but im trying to mentally prepare myself for adulthood. It's kind of scary to think about. Being on my own and all of that, but im excited so thats a good thing.
I have yet to make my haul videos because i am just super lazy and school has been kicking my butt but im trying to make them asap. Seriously this is no longer a game.
I've gotten back into the habit of making clothes and jewelry which i should never take a break doing being that fashion design is my biggest passion in this world. I just lost tons of inspiration and motivation but im climbing back up that ladder and it feels good to make stuff. It clears my head and gets my mind off of things.
Happy belated earth day y'all, the last few pictures in my floral dress are from yesterday which i forgot to post, oops.

I hope you all have an amazing Tuesday! ~


don't know where I belong

(Van Halen t shirt - thrifted, skirt - thrifted, boots - gift)

Yo yo yiggity yo ~
So I've been trying to post for like a week and something's been up where I couldn't. Like a crash in the website or something but i am super happy that i can finally post because that was really annoying. 
I don't have as much to say as i did when i originally wanted to make a post here bc i guess you could say im not in the right "blogging mood right now". But i felt like i needed to update so, yeah.
There's only 30 something more school days left until i graduate which is pretty damn exciting. I have a brand new long term goal whereas to what im doing after high school and i think its great. I've decided to take a year off from school to travel around the world. All of the money that would be saved for school will now be saved for my trip which will last a year. I've always wanted to do this, and the best time to do it is right after high school so, yes. I'm really excited about it i just need to further plan it but it should be one the best experiences that ever happens to me. I really hope it is. I want to visit so many cool places, try foods, meet people, and experience the culture in general. So when i come back, instead of reapplying at the Academy of Arts Uni in SanFran I decided that I will go with my BIG dream and study fashion design in New York like i originally wanted. I'll be ready to be out there on my own since i would have been around the world alone, so, mhm. I'm sticking to this. Not letting anything get in the way of it. My soul is craving to see the world. It's this weird feeling i get about it because i really feel as if im meant to do it, ya know? I got this.
Saturday if I can finish making my prom dress, im going to make a haul of everything i recently got so that will be fun. Just want school to be over with so the unnecessary stress can leave.

Happy Wednesday guys ~ 

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