You gotta certain who knows what about you

I really do try to update my blog as much as I can, but obviously I don't try hard enough. I just get detached or lazy and I put it off until hey it's a month later without a new post. Mhm.

Well there's not many days left until my graduation which is pretty exciting because I tell you, I get more sick of high school as each day passes. I'm super excited for college though, even though I know it'll be more stressful than what I deal with now but I'm ready to take on new responsibilities and live my life in the city what what.

The weather is getting really pretty. I love Spring and Fall weather because it allows more versatility in outfits in my opinion. You can wear a sweater, shorts, and boots and be fine because it's not too cold nor too hot. My absolute favorite because I love dressing like I'm confused about the season. Do I dress for the heat or cold? How about both? Once it hits May and the 90 degree weather comes creeping on us, I will literally not leave my house (besides for school) until the sun goes down. I can't explain how much I hate the heat. Summer weather in Sacramento sucks. It makes me want to break down in tears. So happy to be moving to San Francisco to be honest. I decided to bust out the skirt I made last summer, I haven't worn it since the first day of senior year. And I can't stop wearing my combat boots. It's a problem, because every night when I lay out outfit ideas I pick out a pair of shoes that will go with it, but in the morning I always end up wearing those boots. Pretty soon they're gonna be all banged up but that's how I love my shoes the most. I plan on just buying tons of boots now. I'm on a boot kick. I just really really love boots and I'll wear them every single day if I want, yes. And my Yin and Yang necklace is my other obsession that I don't take off unless I shower because it's my favorite pendant. Occasionally I switch it to this Jade pendant my mom gave me, but yeah I wear that everyday. Tons of reason behind it. I plan on getting a Yin and Yang tattoo most likely over summer.

So besides stressful school, super purrrty weather, and my awesome inspiration pictures up there, I'm actually going to start vlogging this month. I know I keep saying that but no I really really am. Making my youtube channel pretty soon I'm excited to start it up. I'll blog just as much, and post my videos on my blog posts. My mom also loves the idea and she's pushing to do it because I've just been super out of anything blog wise idk what it is but I need some sort of kick push. Like yeah you go and blog every week because it's great and you love it. 

Ohhhh, prom is next month, and I'm making my dress! THAT is what I'm most excited for. And nervous because if my dress doesn't turn out the way I visualized it I will be so sad but I have high hopes in my work so hopefully everything will turn out perfect. I can't wait. 

I hope everyone had a fab Tuesday ~~

plz go listen to Modern Baseball bc i cant stop listening its all perfect

Winter Time Vibes

(All itemes thrifted except for boots via Urban Outfitters)

I love my friends, and I hope everyone had a Happy Thanksgiving!

xx

I am human and I need to be loved, just like everyone else does

(Jacket - second hand, sweater - hanes diy dip dye, skirt - made by me, tights - Target, shoes - UO, Scarf - made by me)

Once again a late post that should've been posted earlier this week.

I'm on Thanksgiving break now, so I have more time to blog.

I'm really excited, this break is needed. School was getting extremely hectic.

Senior year is a headache, guys.

Happy Saturday!

Super Inspiration Post: "The anti-fashion era"

Nineties Fashion: "The anti-fashion era"

My heart stays in the 80's era, but recently I have been inspired by the 90's more than ever. It's not a nostalgic feeling or anything, since I was born in 95, but it's the fact that the 90's era makes me feel good. Not just fashion wise, but from tv shows to toys, to books. It's great. I know that many people see both the 80's and 90's era as eras of "try too hard fashion" but I see the complete opposite. What I see is twenty years worth of people being care free and alive. Twenty years of amazing music, and the best movie/ tv shows of all time. I always imagine myself living during these times, and If I could, I definitely would. The 90's Hip Hop scene, and Grunge/Punk scene are both creative, unique, and I feel like nothing gets better than what this time brought for these two movements.

One thing I love about the nineties era is how- to me at least- it was an expansion of the eighties fashion trends. What appeals to me the most is the grunge scene that became popular in the late 90's. Courtney Love's style - I adore. Even though it wasn't accepted socially at first, many kids adapted to it, and it's coming back into style now. Everything was effortless, messy, and thrown together. People didn't care much to look polished or kept up. Whatever goes was thing basically. Gosh, I'm inspired by so many different people from this era. From Drew Barrymore, to Courtney Love, to characters from Saved By the Bell, Clueless, Nirvana, Gwen Stefani, A Tribe Called Quest, NWA, The Baby Sitters Club Books, the list goes on and on.

The denim movement, doc martens, turtlenecks, floral baby doll dresses, chunky heels, Crop tops, mini skirts, scrunchies, bike shorts, pastel colored clothing, Slouch Socks, leggings, tights, sneakers, oversized sweaters, flannels, and loose fitting t-shirts are a few of my favorite trends. Fashion repeats itself, and what many kids my age don't know is that they weren't the first to wear anything. Someone did it before them, and someone did it before the person before them. It's about how you wear it, and how it appeals to your own creative personal style that really matters in my opinion.

I've been listening to a lot of R&B and Rap from this era more than often recently, and it's inspiring me to sew and draw more than usual. My usual music resources for when I sew are The Beatles, Beach Boys, and mainly a lot of 80's Pop and Rock N' Roll. But I'm happy to say that the nineties era has inspired me more than the just in the way I dress, but in the way I think, write, go about my daily life, It goes beyond just fashion wise. Many people may look back on this era and think it was crap because of everything being so effortless and grungy. But that's what I love. It's like today..many people try to hard to start new things, to always be the first to do something and claim it. Musically, Artistically, whatever. I feel as if kids in the 90's just didn't care. I'm proud to be born in this era of such great music and fashion.

- Happy Thursday!